bang on

Weekend started on Friday, took Ed shopping after i got my hair coloured :) Dont like it YUCKY!!! Oh Thursday i seen gordon in town, had a chat and hug, went through my wee appeal at work, seems like it went well!!!

Anyways, dont like my hair, its driving me crazee..Went out for dinner for Eds birthday on Friday night, the staff at the resteraunt clocked it was his birthday and got him a wee plate with "
HAPPY BIRTHDAY" on it in chocolate icing, they also gave him a bottle of wine.. very nice of them, or so i thought. Went to rufus and all Ed's friends came along. Went to central to meet Laura and Shell and to get wee Ed some more birthday stuff :) well nice of them to get him stuffage :)

Left early, far too busy, chatted to suzy and craig though, he gave me glo sticks - YAS, saturday went to Eds parents then went for dinner to i-chai, chilled out and came home ..

Sunday... err err, Ed worked, he text me, i played with Rachel who was sadly a lil ill ... went to my bed

Good weekend though, gonna give the cat a miss until after refurb, i cant handle it that busy...

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fantastic update

bored, lifes shit, ill update when i have time

fabulous weekend, much watching of 24 thanks to reno

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I want you all tattooed

Well my weekend was immense Thursday just chilled out with Ed and watched some TV... Friday came into work and sat down to have a very productive day of working till six pm. Got to 9.55 and the nursery called me to say Rachel was ill... bollocks to it :

literally RAN out the office to get to the nursery to get her and take her to the doctors, thankfully she is fine though, just a wee germ and she got some stickers for being good... wee soul was brilliant for the doctors thankfully... Got home, went to get some money from the cash machine for my mum to pay my digs and sheet, met Ed's wee brother, wandered to cyber, got my ears stretched to 5mm, got flesh tunnels for them since my ears keep swallowing the wee flat bullet types I did have before that. Got dressed to go out, wore my ankle length Chinese dress and spiky shoes...Went out for some munchies and some spectacular fuck off food, went home changed back into my jeans and vans then headed to the cathouse for some wenchy loving.... Ensue me and Laura girly screaming at each other as we aint seen each other in a couple weeks .. Group rape of Stan and a wander to the bar and I sees... Blue hair...

Only person I know with blue hair is Suzie so I goes to check it out sure thing its Suzie and Craig, who is by the shite looking hot as fook in that wee silk number Suzie brought him back from Singapore... Nice one Craig (y) chatted to him for a wee bit and chatted to Suzie, went much wondering and then went home about 1 ish, well I think so anyways, went to sleep, got up, got some post.... Opened it... YAS the Inland Revenue had sent me all my backdated payments for a year... whoop....!!! Decided I would take the car into town with me so picked up Laura at hers at about 1 o clock, she took me down the stairs to show me her room and her wall, fell down them, damn dark stair well. Laura fidgeted like a loonie, kept bumping her head on the dashboard and sun visor *ties her down* sit still sake; you’re worse than Rachel....

Went to mother care, thought I had lost Ed's phone... *panic* shit shite shit.... Nah I had left it in the car fucking moron...Spent way too much in mother care, headed to hellfire to look at lip service fetish stuff....mm sakeness of that... Laura wanted a dress/coat thingy that she seen but didn’t have the money on her for.... So I talked her into just taking the cash off me and then giving me the money back for it... Went to the next hellfire to get her shoes to go with said coat... much fun... Went to Terry's tattoo to have a wee lookie, decided to get a new tattoo and a 'secret' on my neck... Laura squishing her face up at the window to supervise me getting my tribal on my inner arm and freehand on my neck... Wandered out, went home at this time it was 5.15pm.... All we went in for was an inflatable sofa and a raincoat for Mini Rachel got neither of these and a ton of other things.

Went back to mine, were Rachel decided she absolutely loved Laura and got tickled her loads.... Rachel was trying to dress her in a wee purple ribbon and a belt... Rachel got really upset when we tried to leave though wee baby... Went to meet Mr Chris at Donald Dewar statue on Buchanan Street showed off new tattoos to him then wandered to get Ed from work... Showed him my tribal and my 'secret' tattoo which made him smile like mental :D YAS. Went out, had more dinner, went home, snuggled and fell asleep. Ran him to work on Sunday, kissed his luscious wee lips...

Went to Clydebank with Rachel and the parents got her some more clothes and took her for lunch in deep pan pizza co, got her some pasta, juice and ice cream. There was a wee boy in the restaurant yelling and screaming across the place and Rachel turned round and yelled, "stop that little boy" quite funneh actually...: D I explained to her that he was being a bad boy (he was biting his mum) and that bad boys dont get ice cream, so she was telling him that across the resteraunt too.. hehe

Went home, watched some of the DVDs I got... got alien quadrilogy, panic room and red dragon quite good prices too ...Went to meet ed from work and got some munchies decided to cosy up and watch alien :d

Ed told me he owes me sixty pounds, Laura still owed me cash too, but has decided she is going to give me that back AND give me that fucking lip service coat.... for a late birthday gift damn you bitch!!!

Fucking ace weekend though...oh and bring on the sarcastic comments on my secret tattoo, its "ED" on the back of my neck, got it there so its private and sweet, also means its easy to cover IF we ever split, which I highly doubt.. Massively good weekend, roll on another :)

The offspring - want you bad

If you could only read my mind
You would know that things between us
Ain't rightI know your arms are open wide
But you're a little on the straight side
I can't lie


Your one vice
Is you're too nice
Come around now can't you see

I want you
All tattooed
I want you bad Complete me
Mistreat me
Want you to be bad

If you could only read my mind
You would know that I've been waiting
So longFor someone almost like you
But with attitude, I'm waiting
So come on

Get out of clothes time
Grow out those highlights
Come around now can't you see

I want you
In a vinyl suit
I want you bad
Complicated
X-rated
I want you bad

Don't get me wrong
I know you're only being good
But that's what's wrong
I guess I just misunderstood

I want you
All tattooed
I want you bad
Complicated
X- rated

I want you bad
I mean itI
need it
I want you bad

Beauty and Intrigue

I am being cloned!! Its scary, quite frightening, but there is only one me, thank fuck for that eh???
Reno is being weird just now, random man, glad Suzie woozy is making you happy, everyone seems happy and love sick just now, its nice to see so many of my friends happy. I am worried about Vonnie just now, she seems to be having a little hard time with this pregnancy and have some worries on her mind, it makes me wish I was more friendly with her so she knew she can trust me enough to know she can speak to me. Hope you are all right Vonnie, if you need a chat I won’t tell :) Honestly hunni...If you need a chat just pm or email me...It wont go any further...:) *hug* for you and I hope you are going to be all right. I worry too much about my friends these days...

I am very happy just now, Ed is amazing, he has been writing me lovely little notes when he is in the mood and I’ve been setting wee tests for him to check if he is paying attention :) Its nice to be this happy, I actually adore this man, he makes me smile and feel like I am amazing, I know I'm not but its nice to feel like that.. Thanks babes :) xxx

I’m going to go now, I’m far too hyper to process anything today...music time

Cold - Ugly

All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue
These two things I've never had one
Born in this old skin, I'm sick I can’t win
I’ve lived with this damage too long

My eyes can’t behold this
I can not control this
This feeling that’s left in my heart
I've never done no wrong,
I don’t deserve these bones
Please burn up this sin when I’m gone

And I said this is ugly to me
The world is ugly to me
You are ugly to me
I am ugly to me

I haven’t become all I want to be
I haven’t become anything I need to be
I haven’t become all I want to be
I haven’t become anything
Suffocate with me
Suffer

Why can’t you look?
Why can’t you look at me? See what I see
Why can’t you feel?
Why can’t you feel like me? Feel what I feel
Why can’t you hurt?
Why can’t you hurt like me? Face the pain I feel
Why must I die?
Why must I die for you? It’s the ugly truth
Well it’s ugly

Why can’t you look?Why can’t you look at me? See what I seeWhy can’t you feel?Why can’t you feel like me? Feel what I feelWhy can’t you hurt?Why can’t you hurt like me? Face the pain I feel why must I die?Why must I die for you? It’s the ugly truthWell it’s ugly

Just go away

Well I had a VERY exciting weekend ...NOT

Friday, went home from work, watched stargate until Ed came home from work and then we fell asleep at like 10pm, so rock and roll it’s unbelievable... Slept til about 8 the next morning and stayed in bed til 1, was nice to get some cosy time together, I am certainly missing Mr Orr while he’s working away at OSDQ to random times (well 8 at the latest) but I still miss seeing him, by the time he gets home its about time for me to go to my bed for work so it kinda sucks, also he is working all weekend so no us time whatsoever this weekend. Kinda sucks, gonna see who wants to come shopping with me for my tattoo and some stuff for my evil schemes for Ed's birthday wee

Saturday, lazy day of lying in bed, going into town and texting my Laura *wave* and shopping with Ed, well wandering into Flip, looking in window in hellfire at tres sexy shirt with pvc tie, then wandered to Nirvana to get my spacer checked. It keeps vanishing into my ear, weirdness but I’ve stuck a gromit on either end to make sure my ear doesn’t swallow it again, so I am sorted. Decided once we came home that we would head out for dinner (although we where skint) so headed to i-chai on crow road for dinner, nice restaurant with koolio interior, ace food and the service was amazingggg!!!!!! Headed home after said dinner, perving majorly at Ed all sexed up in his red/black gear with eyeliner on PHWOAR. He smelt amazing therefore we didn’t go to the cathouse I took him home to bed YAS. Ed decides he was getting ready to come to bed, unbuttons his wee red shirt and has nakedness top half, opened shirt and collar (bondage stylee) sexy as shit.. mm...Super horny me...Sweet fuck he's hot...aherm *censored*

Sunday, laze about in bed, get dressed, go to Safeway make dinner, laze about some more, bath Rachel, argue with Rachel’s daddy, watch stargate, go to bed....Exciting day really. Daddy is not taking Rachel for the next few weeks as he is working on a Friday, so he asked if Dave could pick her up from nursery NO FUCKING WAY. I am not having my daughter brought up by stuck up cuntos who think she’s some fucking sort of wee dolly that they can do what they please with, no way, no chance, get tae fuck... Anyway if daddy is working, i don’t see the point in Rachel going over, he doesn’t see her, defeats the purpose i think, all he would do is bring her home from his parents...nu huh think not...

Woke up this morning from a text from Laura, fuck sake hun, complain about him, that’s so not right what he done to Chris, he doesn’t deserve it argh at that wanker, tell him to get bent then phone the management and complain, you shouldn’t have to put up with that sort of abuse from anyone. Seriously wanker...
Went to get my breakfast and mother is at her usual shite, talking balls and being a pain in the arse...nothing new there eh?? She asked me for Ed's cup to make him coffee and muttered on about how it must be in the room, i replied that it certainly wasn’t, Ed comes in to get his breakfast mother tells him i was cheeky to her, i swear to fuck I'm gonna slap that woman one day. I feel like a teenager here but I’m sorry i actually hate you...

A good weekend except for some minor hiccups, tons of sex and phwoar at my fiancé mm tasty good... anyway

Oh you...get to fuck with the telling on me, what age are you?? Drama queen, you thinking telling her is going to do anything, think she is going to come running and save you from the evil bastard that is me?? You are so gonna get a smack of me one day for being a complete pain in the arse but not now, not until you are alone, then my feet can make friends with your face, it would bring me joy, give you a reason to actually cry also. Think cause they know you that it wont come back to bite you on the ass?? Course it will darling, you wont win, he wont ever pick you over me, you will never win, i am a good person and an amazing friend to have, so he is not going to pick some drama queen over steady honest as fuck me... so there

Very childish post from me today, I’m sick of people trodding on those who i care about, why don’t you all just grow up and stop being petty, those people who are mistreating my friends. You will all get what you deserve one day.. Now for some music

Cold - Go Away

All the sounds around you used to play along with your torn up head,
As the music seeps into you, everyone was trampled dead,
Everyone could see your madness slip in till it takes control,
Everyone could see right through you, I wish you would just...

Go away! (Go!)
Go away! (Go!)
Go away!

Go away from all the pain that made you half as good as Go
Taken all over in my brain, I recall the future
Take another star, make him feel the pain.

For every song you ever wrote take another fucking drink
For every melody that haunts take a pill that makes you faint
For every part of you that hurts take a needle and make it sting
The irony is I'm just like you, a pseudo-fucking freak

Fuck you, you piece of shit!

A friend indeed

Well let me see, my weeks been fairly unproductive, from a shite weekend of being sick, passing out and ending up in the A&E to getting some nice pills to stop me passing out again...
Sat about during Monday, Tuesday watching Stargate and doing fairly unproductive stuff like sleeping and drinking cola, I'm so rock and roll it’s unbelievable!!!

Have fought a fair bit with Ed as he’s doing my nut in at the moment, grr at you man. I hate that I love you yaw big arse : It’s so not fair that I can’t stay mad at you, damn you for being sweet and cute to me :p Damn you ya big evil nonce

Tis Ed's birthday type stuff on the 25th I have plots, schemes and plans for the day :) We should both have annual leave and can spend the whole weekend being cute, cuddle and just being together. Its partially Craig’s fault that we ended up together, he bugged me to go to the cathouse, ensuing in me chatting to Ed, Craig yelling "taking him hame to shag him, aye" in the middle of union street, us becoming a couple, deciding to get engaged and plan our wedding. All the while ever cynical Craig (the only person who is brutally honest with me ALL the time, regardless of what I think or say to him) telling me he thinks we are going to fast, whilst may I add yelling at me for telling him that Suzie would last a month!! Mwahaha evil wee tiff on msn and we where all sorted. Craig is all happy with Suzie now (aww) I have faith that they will stick together and therefore I have put Suzie on the list as his guest :) Nice that your happy Craig, keep being honest ya bas, I love ya for it, you are ace *salute*

I realised today whilst I was getting water that I have known missy white for about two years now, where the fuck did that go??? Seriously two years, wow, quite impressive really, I think my life is flashing before my eyes though. Two years has went past very quickly, through this we have argued, fought, yelled, bitched, got drunk, danced, screamed, flirted, fucked about, ate greasy food, had honesty chats in the pub, drank numerous shots, bitched about each other, bitched about men, fought some more and drank more than I could ever count. We got each others back though, and we've ended up good friends, even though we fight like fuck sometimes, I swear we are like an old married couple with none of the perks...

Also been with the lovely Edward a year in November, that has flown past, it feels in my head that I met him just yesterday but in my heart I feel like he’s been there forever (soppy cunt aye)
He is a spectacular man, he treats me wonderfully, brings me flowers and is unbelievably sweet and random about it. I liked walking along Loch Lomond, in the water, holding hands and just enjoying the sweet silence that was there between us, taking in the beautiful scenery whilst we paddled along in the sun. It was an immense experience, I've been to Loch Lomond with one previous partner and it wasn’t anywhere near as beautiful and cosy as with Ed.
I am glad Craig bugged me to go out, that I chatted to him, woke up next to him and get to spend the rest of my life doing so. I get to spend my life, holding his hands, seeing his beautiful smile and those fantastic blue eyes...:yes:

I am happy today, its Friday, I have chocolate, lolly pops and juice, cathouse tonight, going to be girly and spend some time with my marvellous fiancé all in all a good day

As for Laura and Craig, you guys are great friends, both of ya, even though we fight like maniacs Laura, you've grown up so much since I first met you, you used to be an immature pain in the arse when something didn’t go your way :p (I’m dead for that) I’m razor tongue though and if I didn’t say something catty I’d loose my well earned title of bitch

To my fabby friends...come oot come oot and play, time for some us time and no more shite. Drunken nights in Rufus with Craig, Laura and Stanlee are truly missed, we should do it again, just for the sheer pleasure of getting Reno out his face on vodka, he’s hilarious when he’s drunk and I’m looking forward to his partay. It’s an excuse to get blotto and make some new friends maybe, hope it’s all good.

So weekend, here I am, come and get me, lets play and have some fun.

Happy me today my friends are ace!! YAS :nice: I think I may just be babbling now but I don’t care!!! Go away if you don’t like it, I’m hoping for a nice weekend, friends indeed are magnificent creatures to behold, so if ya have a good friend take care of them and be there when you are needed, you never know when you are going to need them....

weekend

was shite

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